Over the past couple of days I have really been struggling with many things.. I am depressed and no one really seems to care. I keep things hidden because no matter what I do its always the same thing
” You bring this on your self.”
” You are a bad person”
“You need to loose weight”
“You need to stop being such a baby”
“It’s all your fault Kris is the way she is”
“You made her this way”
So why bother telling anyone anything if all you do is get blamed for everything no matter what. I have learned that you are not supposed to regret the choices you make in life. You should learn from them. Yes, I never regret any of my choices and I have learned alot from things.
My struggles with all of that has been making me rethink the blog and its entirety! I mean granted the name and domain was given to me by a dear friend of mine so i just went with it and made it my own. I have been struggling with do I start something new that is my own or just continue this one.. I am torn i really am.. For years i have used Standing Still and now this. So its like what do i do..
The struggles at home are reflecting heavily on my blog choices.
Skipping around on the challenge and today I chose to do An Old Photo of Me! This one is Back in March 2010! It was taken at Blachfeild Army Community Hospital in Fort Campbell, Kentucky. I had to take Diana into the ENT that morning to see if she needed a second set of tubes in her ears!
This one was Taken when back in 1997 I think. I can not remember. Lord knows I do not have the original still though if I did I would probably burn it! I look horrible and it was before kids
This next one was Taken 9.3.2000 – While I was in the hospital right after Christianna was born!
That is all I am sharing with this. Lets see some of yours
Let me see what are some of my worst habits. I think the biggest would be that I pick at my nails even when i want them to grow I still manage to pick at them. Though lately I have been good and managed not to. Another would be that I tend to keep everything , I have been slowly going through and deleting alot of things that are not necessary as well as throwing things away! What are some of your habits?
My biggest Pet Peeves seems to be a bit of a longer list because it is several things that drive my up the wall.
- Saying you understand what it is like being away from your children when you have no kids at all. That is the biggest one right there.
- People saying things that you supposedly said and never did!
- Those who walk right into you because they are to busy texting and not paying attention to anything else.
- People going through your personal things.
- Misspelled words just because you do not pay attention to what you are typing.
Those are just a few things that bother me, but the list is way longer than that lol. I just do not want to bore you! I will see you tomorrow with another post as I play catch up!
This is a loaded question but I will answer it.. I have a pen and a permanent marker, 2 pairs of sunglasses as well as a bag of chap stick and lip gloss , a bag with all my cards in it, pepper stray, tissues, hand sanitize and keys. Usually it carries alot more depending on the day!
That’s the run down of my bag. What’s in your?
I am a bit behind but will be catching up. It has been hectic here and if you have read any of my past posts or just subscribing to this one you know why I get behind and hectic! Anyways the post for today is 5 ways to win my heart!
5 ways to Win my heart
- Buy me coffee! Seriously, I am a coffee drinker and will love you forever if you buy me coffee!
- Spoil me – No i am not saying gifts and things. Though they are always nice. I mean love and attention. Cuddle me – I love to cuddle!
- Never expect me to be anything other than who I am. Accept me for me!
- Be your self with me. Never pretend to be something you are not!
- Never Lie to me.. Always be up front and straight forward. I do not like being lied to.
Those are just 5 Ways to win my heart. Though their is several and I am not going into all of them right now! ”
What are some songs that I currently love. Well that one is a bit difficult because I have alot of songs that are my favorite! I am a music person, so I pretty much listen to anything and everything! Music has always been a passion of mine. Though here are links to a few songs that I do like and can listen to them over and over again without getting tired of them!
Ed Sheeran – Thinking out Loud
Justin Timberlake – Mirrors
Backstreet Boys – No Place
AJ McLean – Boy and a Man
Those are just a few of my favorite songs that I love, but I do have a lot more. The list can go on and on but I figure I will leave it with those. If their is a song you think I should listen to that I might like. Please feel free to drop the link in the comments and i will listen to it and tell you what I think of it..