Things are always busy for me and I don’t have any downtime. Nothing significant. I really need to make a change and make some personal downtime even if it’s just a home spa day or even curled up with a book and my furbabies. Maybe even a good movie or a day of binge-watching a show I’ve been wanting to catch up on. Something. Anything.
A change must be made or I’m going to bust! Heck, I don’t even sleep normally. I’m awake every two hours. I go to bed between 10 pm and 1am and up between 4am and 5am. When I am asleep I’m not into a deep restful sleep. I go to bed with migraines, I wake up with migraines and I push through the day with them. I work, run errands, pay bills and clean house. I don’t have any personal downtime to do something for me that is relaxing, pampering myself or even the least bit like an enjoyable hobby. I used to read, knit, draw and write all of the time. I don’t do any of that anymore. Distractions. Distractions are the worse culprits of “Me Time”.
I just have to figure out how to do it.