Never Enough

Ever get those feelings like you are never enough for anyone no matter what you do!  How do you make them stop is the biggest question? Tears that fall so easily because its a all you have known and history seems to repeat its self no matter what I do or say!  You give your all to someone and it seems that no matter what it fails miserably!  Making you question everything you do or say! Making you truly think that you are the one who causes everything!  As I sit here trying to get things out the way I want to, tears are trying to form but I try to hide them because I am told I am to emotional. That I need to stop crying because No one wants to hear it!   You are supposed to be here to support me not me supporting you and getting nothing in return!   I  lay awake at night and wonder why is it so wrong to want to be held! To what the attention and the love that I deserve!  I guess I will just forever be NEVER ENOUGH FOR ANYONE!