Hello June

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Hello June, You have never looked so good!  May was a rough but amazing ride!  So much happened and so much to tell.  Sad part is I know that depression is right around the corner if I let it get to me so  I am trying not to let that happen. Though I should be pretty happy!

You all know what an ass Ex Husbands can be especially mine if you know him or have heard me talk about him at times.. Well lets put it this way he thinks he can get to me but hell that is not happening.. He took the van back after I have had it since 2016!  Wow really and he had the nerve to say the House is an upgrade compaired to what I was living in when I first moved to Pennsylvania. I am thinking to my self what was he expecting when I first got here a 4 bedroom house with a 3 car garage. Yeah that is really damn near impossible on a cashiers salary!  Oh and did I mention he showed up with his New Wife!  Yes he decided to get remarried the end of April. Knowing I was planning to the middle of May..  Oh well..

So as some of you have heard I got remarried May 12, 2018! I swore it would never happen but honestly what can I say I found someone who changed my mind completely! I have been told that I should never re-marry again after my first divorce but you know we all have to start over at somepoint in time!   I must say that over the few years I have learned alot. Mainly about Independance as well as taking care of my self before I can others. Though that one I am still working on.  You also realize that you may may go through a few bad relationships to get that one perfect one who will change your whole outlook and everything on life!

Sometimes alot has to happen in a persons life to make them see things and it truly has!

 

 

 

Long Overdue

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Well It is time I actually sat down and updated everyone on what is going on in my Life.. Well, I think the last time I wrote anything was living in a hotel.. Well let me just tell you things have changed and have gotten alot better..

Diana is in New Jersey with the Ex and His New Wife.. Yes He remarried.  Christianna loves her and you know thats ok even though she barely speaks to me.   I am living in Pennsylvania now and am Engaged. Well I should say getting Married in less than a week..    Richard is still in West Virginia as far as I know and is doing well for him self. I try and talk to all the kids. Well when they talk to me that is..

It is Exciting but I am a nervous wreck.. It is not a big huge wedding. Just something Simple and Sweet.. The way I want it.. Pictures will come trust me..   I am sure everyone will get tired of seeing them after a while..

Anyways Before I get More into that. I guess I should give you a Full update..
In June I moved from West Virginia to Pennsylvania and started life here.  It was very hectic and I thought  finding someone who actually loved me for me and was not using me would be hard but  I was wrong.  More on that soon..  I have seen the girls 2 times since I have been in PA and its been hard but you can only do so much when the X husband will not allow you to see them..