I have been feeling a little bit better. The crying has stopped so that is a plus. I have yet to discover anything else right now. Though honestly I am so afraid of being alone. I honestly hate being alone sometimes and yes there is nothing I can do about that
really. I am ok really I am well I try and be any ways. Though really and honestly I can not afford another heartbreak. It seems that is all I am ever meant for is heartache. I try my best to understand why things happen like this as well as why am I the one destined for heartache. At times I wonder if its just because right now I am so scattered and have been stressed. Maybe after the first of the year things will be alot better and there will be no more heart break. Thankfully I am feeling better about things and that is the only way to be. I am doing the best I can with everything! I am managing to get things paid and hopefully caught up maybe. That one is a tough question though. Anyways I better close so I can get some rest. I am getting sick and sadly I am so tired. Sweet Dreams Everyone!