Why is it that every time you think you will be OK, something happens and you fall back down flat on your face? I had 250.00 in a bank account and I check a bit ago and it is gone. Taken out to pay one of the ex’s bills. Really and he wont fix it. So I spent an hour on the phone yelling at the bank and him and in tears because I am pissed.  I am not sure what I am going to do now.. I have to pay 2 bills and they have to be paid today.  So I am sitting here trying to figure this out. I am pissed to no end and trying to stay positive. I know things happen for a reason and usually those things come at a price. Granted I am not sure what that price is at the moment.  I am just trying to figure this out.

Granted I love my job but honestly getting paid every 2 weeks is annoying as fuck. I feel like I am falling so far behind on things and I am not sure what to do.  I get one thing caught up and something else happens and I get behind on something else. So I am frustrated, annoyed and not sure what I would do..

UGH I guess I better go now.. I am sure no one wants to hear me ramble and complain about things that no one can or will help with. Until next time..